i love my soul mate, soul mate does not mean that things should be the same with us, they are definitely not the same, we don't have lots of things in common, but we appreciate each other and respect things. The friction starts when we don't stay connected, the moment connection breaks, we go our own ways, throwing negative emotions at each other.

Does our love become less? i don't think so, we come back stronger and more involved. i love this man and I have no doubts abt it, some days are full of double rainbows, some days are cold and wet, but mostly we try to stay afloat from all the negativities.

That's how the modern love story goes..............................................................................

me and the feeling of no-thingness

i am 34 yrs old, when i look back, what do i see?

Nothing.... actually nothing, it is not about what you have achieved in life, what you have gained? it sounds like you are talking about a business, is life a deal? How much you have done or not done? Does it count? I have heared from people that do good Karma, don't do bad karma. who actually sees how good am i really doing?

You and your conscious? That is absolutely crap, nothing matters to people, they live in there own world of do's and don'ts. At the end of the day we are doing good karma, because we don't want anything bad to happen to us, if that was not the case; then things around us, or rather people around us would be different. We all live in a lie, scared of things turning against us. So are we really living? true to our nature? Everything around us is false.