I always wishfully thought one can never get stuck in a place, there are always doors that we can open and solve the problem .... but what i have witnessed lately is that we sometimes don't want to open those doors, even though we know we will get free from there, we still never muster up so much courage to open the door. The process is what scares us and we keep on living in this anticipation that the door full of solutions will open on its own.
Sadly I don't have to open any doors, all my doors are opened and they are clear, as I have the courage to call a spade a spade and sometimes more, so I don't live to please any one, I say NO when it is required. But the problem is someone close to me, have been living in this wishful belief that one day things will be alright....dreams and only dreams, innocence to some extend... but afterwards it becomes ignorance..... not wanting to deal with the situation head on. He is not one of those who have ever dealt with any thing head on, expect me, that is also because I tend to stand on his head, and he cannot avoid me.
But sometimes I think, does it make me a bad person?
Maybe I am an arrogant and self centered bitch......................................
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